It has been rough. A lot of nausea, a lot of vomiting. I eat . . . I puke. I don't have the weight to lose. I don't have the energy to be this sick. I have good moments, spending time with my mom shopping or playing outside with my son. But then, within hours, I am a whole different person. There was a trip to the ER, my third since November. I have been sleeping a lot. My blood pressure is too high. The headaches suck. For someone who was told the CT scan didn't show spreading, I sure am struggling.
It's raining outside. I am going to lay down and listen and hopefully not be sick . . .
It's difficult to imagine. I appreciate that you write so candidly about your experiences with cancer. I hope your health returns soon.
ReplyDeleteKaren, I hope and pray this passes soon, am sorry you're dealing with this. Take good care of you!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry, Karen - I wish there were words that could make this better. I am thinking about you and sending you healing vibes, and hoping that you have more and more good moments and feel better soon! xo
ReplyDeleteI hope your good moments are outweighing the bad (or at least making it tolerable) -- and I hope you are feeling better. Keep fighting. I'm sending good thoughts your way.
ReplyDeleteHang in there sista! If anybody can kick cancer's ass, it is going to be you. You're in my thoughts!
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