It has been rough. A lot of nausea, a lot of vomiting. I eat . . . I puke. I don't have the weight to lose. I don't have the energy to be this sick. I have good moments, spending time with my mom shopping or playing outside with my son. But then, within hours, I am a whole different person. There was a trip to the ER, my third since November. I have been sleeping a lot. My blood pressure is too high. The headaches suck. For someone who was told the CT scan didn't show spreading, I sure am struggling.
It's raining outside. I am going to lay down and listen and hopefully not be sick . . .